I can’t begin to communicate the level of ignorance in my
life when I entered college out of small town southern Virginia in 1990. I was
shocked to learn that support for presidents Reagan and Bush was anything less
than 100% and struggled to come to grips with the reality that professional
wrestling might not actually be a legitimate sport. It didn’t take long on a
college campus for me to learn that I wasn’t even smart enough to know the
things that I didn’t know.
I took
Julian Bond’s “History of the Civil Rights Movement” out of genuine interest in
learning about those things that I didn’t know. I had no idea who Julian Bond
was. He told a joke on the first day of class about walking with Dr. Martin
Luther King along the D.C. mall. Dr. King shared a dream from the night before
during which he said “I had a nightmare,” to which Julian Bond replied “No, Dr.
King, You have a dream.” He then went on to take credit for the title of MLK’s
famous speech.
I laughed
along with everyone else, assuming the entire scenario was just a fiction to
break the ice in class. Only several weeks later did I notice in our assigned
readings, the name of my teacher kept coming up—Then I realized, it was this
man who played such an instrumental role in the journey towards civil rights in
America that I have been given the privilege to learn from.
I learned
first in that class, that I had grown up largely unaware of the privilege my
race had afforded me. Walking into the room, the make up of the class was still
majority white, but much less than any other classroom I’d entered. It made me
uncomfortable, even more, the fact that I was uncomfortable without any good
reason made me more uncomfortable and brought some of my hidden biases to the
surface where they had to be dealt with.
I learned
that the best way to approach new people is with humility and not arrogance. I
entered the classroom expecting a “teacher” who would tell me about “history.”
What I got was a “history maker” telling and showing me how he “shaped
history.” I still regret that it took me a few weeks to realize that fact. I’m
thankful that he was the regular instructor of the class for the entire
semester. We often miss great opportunities to learn because we don’t take
other people seriously enough.
I learned
that I had to own my history and live my present. As a white male, I don’t need
to defend my history, deny my privilege, or bristle when racism is named.
Julian Bond recreated “sit-in” training sessions similar to sessions run by the
Student Non-violence Coordinating Committee in the sixties. These
simulations were difficult and hard to handle, but in light of the fact that
they were just that—simulations of training—made the brutal reality of events
that actually happened impossible to deny. The past shouldn’t make me feel
guilty, but it should definitely inform how I move into the future.
Most
importantly, I continued to learn long after leaving Julian Bond’s classroom.
From the perspective gained from him I found a new lens with which to view the
world. A lens that recognizes the varied experiences of the people in our world
and a mind that values the way these varied experiences have weaved the
tapestry of humanity that we are a part of today.
I don’t
even know how many years he taught this class at the University of Virginia,
but I know that several thousand students at least had the opportunity to learn
from him. This is just one small way out of many that Julian Bond has shaped
the world in which we live.
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